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I was superdupertired today. I slept like around 3 ish 4? Idk. I didn’t even finish homework but its whatevers. In English today, my group had a little conversation about Junior Prom that’s coming up. My friend, Ronnie, he says that the guy should pay for everything, which is the Prom ticket, dinner and chip in for the limo, but the girl chip in for the limo too. However, all the girls say that we’d rather pay for everything ourselves. We know that it’s a gentleman thing to do, but I guess we just feel obliged to pay for ourselves. In my perspective, I would feel like I’m taking advantage of them. I mean, my prom date is just a friend, so he should feel the need to pay for everything. In third period we worked on Message. Apparently everyone knew I threw up yesterday -____-’ All making fun of me. I could tell _ was getting jealous of _ because we were talking or something. I just felt the stares and everything. Camille told me something today and now I’ve been constantly thinking about it. Now, I’m a bit confused on where I should be with my feelings at the moment. I say I don’t, but sometimes I feel like I do.. like him. But, I promised myself I wouldn’t like anybody this year. I’m trying to stick with that but it gets difficult at times. Especially when I let jealousy get the best of me. Rehearsals after school was same same. I caught up with Rhawnie before it. I miss that fool. Even though it may not be the same with her, I will always love that fool and consider her my THEbestfriend (= Aights, time to do some homework. Lates♥
