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February 10. Michael’s Legal today! I don’t really remember much from this day. All I know is I had rehearsal after school.Oh, I remember now. I went out to eat with Anjan and Camille. Then spontaneously we went and got our hair braided. Now, I kind of regret it, because we spent hella much. And the rubberbands we used were sucky, so they broke, making our braids fall out. -___-
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February 11. Friday. Rehearsals til 11. Full run with lights. Came to school. Blahblahblah. Physics was boring. English was too. UR was pretty fun I guess. Me and EB had to practice our lifts cause we were getting them. PreCal I had a test. -__-. I was trying to avoid _ all day. I felt like if I avoid then I’ll be fine. So whenever _ came over to where I was or was close to, I’d walk away. I was good at keeping up with it too. Until after school.. Rehearsals went fine. Then after we were supposed to go to Zach’s but that got cancelled so I just went to C’s. C was giving _ and _ a ride home too. So me, C and _ are at the car and _ and his slowbutt takes forever. And he was calling out my name and saying “Sammy where’s my hug at?” Then I’m like “C hurry and open the door” But _ was running and ended up hugging me from behind. I was like.. is this guy high? But nah. So we’re all in the car and surprisingly _ had money so he wanted to get something to eat. We go to Carls Jr., throughout the car ride _ kept poking at me and stuff. And in the drive-thru I gave _ the silent treatment because he was making fun of me. I wanted Chili Cheese Fries =( During the silent treatment he kept trying to get my attention. He said something then I heard baby at the end. Me and C looked at each other and we’re like what? I was like whatever. What a weird drive right? Then when he got his fries, he was all talking about how great they are cause he knows that I want to eat some. He ends up giving some to me. Then we dropped _ off. And _ tells me “Sooo, _ likes you” Then I go “I know” Then _ goes “What are you gonna do about it?” Then I go “Nothing” Then he goes on asking me why and stuff and how he likes alot of girls in company. It’s weird how we when it comes to the talk about “liking” its always about someone liking us, never about what people think of us as an “us”. Its whatever though. But once we dropped _ off. I went “ooooooh my ggggggaaaahhh”. Now C understands why I get so mixed in the head. _ just flirts alot and I gotta stick with that. Oh made a company list (hate, want, etc.)
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Woke up around 7 cause of Camille’s alarm. Looked at pictures. Took a shower and got ready for rehearsals. When we got there the first person that said something to me was _. Reminded me to about the silent treatment. And laughed how I talk to him then I don’t. Got ready in the boys dressing room because its less crowded. Me and _ were still playing the silent game. That loser. Did warmup and troubleshooting. Cleaned lyrical section and quick changes. I was having trouble for EB’s quick change and was the only one that had to do it at one point. I gotta think of what to give to Natalie, she’s a great quick changer. (= Then _ is _’s quick changer so he’s by me sometimes. And sometimes we’d just flirt I guess in a way? Idk. Ugh. I needs to stop. He’s just so dumb sometimes that I get turned off. Yeaaaah… Anjan slept over
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Sunday. February 13. Slept alot. Went to church. Then to Anjan’s to get ready for Michael’s birthday party. Shelley gave us a ride. Ate then chilled and talked with everyone. Played charades. Taboo. Scategories. And LCR? Fun night. “Hey lil mama how you doin?” Haahah. Good company. Ended having to leave around 1. Chai took us home. Yaaamp.
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Monday. February 14th. Cried on Valentines Day. Not cause of broken heart or all that loveydovey stuff. But because me and Anjan were watching Jersey Shore. The one when Sammi was leaving. It was so sad. My heart was hurting for them. Like I couldn’t hold back my tears. It was sho sad. Then we slept. I felt sick though, like I needed to throw up but I couldn’t. All day we were waiting to see if K’La was going to come through. She didn’t. =( We took out our braids because the rubberbands kept breaking so it was useless to keep them in. I’m hella disappointed though that I couldn’t wait. Now all that money feels wasted.. -___-. Ugh, whatevers. I’m planning on keeping the braids in after Mainstage to make up for it though. So sad. Valentines Day was eh? Like how it is every year. Yaamp, laters. Gonna go read.♥
