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February 15. Went to classes then during 3rd period we performed previews for Mainstage at the PAC. don’t remember anything to significant.
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February 16. Wednesday. Elementary school performance. Woke up to curl hair and do my makeup. Blahblahblah. Then showed up at the PAC. it was gun but very tiring. Went to Carls Jr. For lunch. After school did full run of the show. Yuuuup.
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Mainstage Day 1 - February 17. Thursday and Opening night. Laguna guested. Surprisingly, I had a good night. I didn’t mess up really. None that I could remember. I got my second year band. One more year to go =’) After show we cleaned up. Went into the boys room to get my stuff (makeup and straightener). I was pleasantly greeted by _. He gave me a lift-me-up-spin-me-around hugs. And said I did a good job today. It was pretty cute if I may say so.. Not like I care though, haha. Then got In-N-Out with Anjan. Good good gggggooooodddnight! =) <3
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Mainstage Day 2 - February 18. Friday. More people today, my family came. But guess what?! I messed up in like every dance today. Ughhh! Hella zoned out in Lai’s at the end and everyone saw Hahah. Oh wells. Anjan got flowers from Kenny. He’s sucha cutie. _ hugged me again and said good job to me again. I cut the hug short because he was talking to somebody so it was kinda awkward. They left the room right after. Cleaned up and was standing around for a long time. Talked to _ for a while. He asked me what I was gonna do. I said go out to eat, I invited him. He wanted to go, but he couldn’t. Cute little convo and whatnot. Took lots if pictures too. Yaamp! Wanna see them though! After decided to go to Dennys. Guess who I saw?! Out of all people, I saw the very own Matt Vacacaca. We had the little exchange of glances. Wonder what he was thinking? Good thing I looked cute =) I felt his stares though, pretty awkward. I just hope one day we could talk to each other like it’s nothing.. Cane home round 1 ish or 11 something. I was about to text Matt but I fell asleep. Camille says it’s a sign. Haha.
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Mainstage Day 3 - last day =’( February 19. Woke up round 10 ish. Started working on the shirts. Ate pot-stickers. Got ready to go to Camille’s to get ready there. Curled most of my hair and then arrived at the PAC. warmup was recorded and the Piggies said something to the camera. Messed up though. Then the night began. I was getting teary-eyed during the circle. Im going to miss my seniors so much! Did good the whole night pretty much. Didn’t do anything to drastic. Before Lau’s dance came on me and _ had a cue little moment. He stood next to me and when the guest were done I nudged him with my head and we went next to the wing. He asked for a hug but I rejected it at first. Then we hugged and it was a nice legit two-armed tight hugs. Whatevers. I got emotional during Finale though. I just looked at Alex and started crying. After went out to say hi to all the people that watched. Alex came but didn’t hive me no sign that loser. Haha. And Nick was there, he’s such cutie. Haha. Hugged everyone but had to say goodbye cause we had to clean up. After went to Zach’s. _ was already flirting with me. He sat down for awhile and I put my legs on his lap. And kept pinching me. Then he was standing next to me when yeaaah.. Always having his hand at my side, swear. After he had his arm around my shoulder and everything was going blank. Next thing I was changing my shirt and _ was there sitting down on the bed hugging me, I was standing. I almost fell on top of him but I caught myself before I could. I kept laughing. Showed up to cast party late, I was all paranoid.. I felt disappointed in myself and then I got emo. Bummed my fly.. Seriously. Went to Megynn’s after cast party. J was druunk haha. Went to Camille’s and ate hella. Yesterday I ate, pizza, chilli cheese fries, spicy chicken, 6 crunchy tacos, churro, strawberry lemonade and then KTFO. Up and down night..
