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FEBRUARY 26. Day 57. Saturday. Anjan slept over. Went to Galleria. Got my prom dress. It was like 100 something. Felt bad though cause it was expensive. Got some pretzel dogs and cinnamon pretzel sticks. Yum =) I need to go shopping for clothes though. Or maybe clean my room because I feel like my wardrobe needs to be refreshed. After the mall went to Nick’s house. Third wheeled. Ended up watching Zombieland and falling asleep on the softest bed on earth. Went back home at 2AM.
FEBRUARY 27. Day 58. Sunday. Didn’t go to church. Woke up at like 12 something? For the rest of the day did homework and what not. Not much, yeah.
FEBRUARY 28. Day 59. Monday. First day of Audition Clinics. Learned the Jazz part. It was easy. Kind of scared for next year and how everything is going to be. Did warm up in family lines. _ was behind me and kept poking at me. Then he turned so when he lied down the back of his head was next to mines. After school _ was high I think? He was butthurt again. Then went to Camilles. Then ate Quiznos. Yummy. But I’m supposed to be on a diet! Went home and choreographed 30 seconds of my piece to show. Scared because I never practiced it in front of a mirror. So.. yeah. Went to sleep at like 1.
MARCH 1. Day 60. Tuesday. Second day of Audition Clinics. Learned the lyrical part. Scared for the 3rd period. Yana & Markur, Zach, Knoble & Me, Deanna, Destiny H, EB & Niko, & me all showed. I was like third or fourth to show? Idk. Sometime after Deanna. I was scared to show with Zach and Knoble because I didn’t know the choreography. Thinking now, theirs will probably go through. Meaning I gotta choreograph with them and I don’t have anything! EB & Niko’s dance was really good. I did? I thought I did horrible, but some people don’t think so. Yeaaaah. Then after school was audition clinic and everyone was like drooling over Matt. Idk why? Mikee wants to eff him. Hahaha. Funny stuff. Today was also National Pancake Day! Went to IHOP with the Piggies + Justin. Yup
MARCH 2. Day 61. Wednesday. Today was my lazy day. Really lazy that I wore a backpack to school. Yamp a backpack. Hahah, everyone was like wth? You have a backpack. Third day of Audition Clinics. Learned hip hop. It’s awkward though. Hamilton bought Anjan’s Prom ticket. Haha. I forgot to say on (Day 60) Hamilton asked Anjan to prom. In third period I was sitting in my roll call and then EB, Knoble and Niko were staring at me and then when I’d look at them, they’d start laughing. EB wouldn’t tell me why they were laughing or even staring for that matter. I could feel when people stare at me, its awkward. Then more people showed choreo. Michael, Martin, Kiara & Felesia, & Destini & Natalee. It was funny cause Alex was like I’m gonna throw my bra, because EB always throws his shoe when someone did good. Alex took off her bra, but wasn’t going to throw it anymore then Dommie threw it after Martin went. It was hella funny. Oh, how I love when everyone could have a good laugh in company. (= After school learned hiphop. I was literally going to throw up. _ didn’t fill out his resume so I don’t think he can audition. Then _ got butthurt and was like. Sammy likes a guy who isn’t even dedicated and can’t even take care of himself. I kind of got irritated because he was right in a way. Then _ asked me after clinics why I even like him. Then I really couldn’t give him an answer. My reason I liked him was because we had things in common, he’d make me laugh, I was comfortable around him and I could talk to him, but then I’d get turned off because he can be so dumb sometimes. Idk. I don’t even know anymore. Like.. really. It’s whatever at this point. I don’t know why I’m buggin though cause it’s not like he even likes me?
MARCH 3. Day 62. Thursday. Finals day for 3rd period and 4th period. Which is Universal Rhythm and Pre-Cal. Got to school round 7:30. Went in the dance room. _ was there. I was pretty bummed today. EB saw it. I told him he was right yesterday. And _ isn’t going to be in UR next year. It’s official. Kind of sucks. Thinking about it? This is it. I won’t really see him at all anymore. And we barely talk so.. yeah. He took my precal book and just looked at it. Said it was easy. Then I had to go change. Luckily Lyndsie still uses my locker so I had pants to wear. The Adidas soccer pants. They are so comfy to wear and cute. (= We voted for student choreo and won’t know til Monday. The thing I just remembered though is that I won’t be at school on Monday. Surgery. Anyways in class I was getting frustrated because we had to choreo for blacklight and choreographing for mask is so frustrating. I felt bad because I depended on Niko to do everything and everyone was just getting mad. After I class I started crying because it’s sooooo frustrating. Like really? Masks? Ugh.. hate this rally forreals. Went to fourth period but before I just found out _ was leaving and going to Franklin next year because his parents are moving to a house around there. Then I got pretty sad about that. Like I was already sad _ wasn’t doing UR but now _ is actually leaving. Today was just a sad day in general.
