(68-69/365)
MARCH 9. Day 68. Wednesday. Reverse Minimum Day again?! Woke up to get ready round 8:50-ish? Camille picked me up. 1st period and 2nd period, eh? 3rd period was eh too, just talked about whats to come. Everything is ending so sooooon! I gotta make up so much choreography! Ugh… 4th period was pretty fun because we didn’t really do anything. Me, Sam and Nancy and Josh all talked about Prom. Josh thinks me and Alex will have a thing after prom, but honestly. I really don’t think so. Alex is like one of my good guy friends. No. Hahah. After school was rehearsals for Blacklight Rally. So fuh-rustrating. I felt lightheaded a lot. _ was, I don’t know? But I know I had a good time with _.. Ended up not going to the Kings game and just did homework for the rest of the night. I forgot to talk about the dream I had with my grandpa in it. My grandpa has passed away.. Been since 2001. It was weird cause it was the first dream I had of him since then. We were at this family party and he was there. I was surprised to see him. I ran up to him and hugged him. I could feel the tears in my eyes. It felt so real. He was walking me downstairs. We were talking but I don’t know about what. I wish I did. Then once we finished walking downstairs, he was gone. My grandma and mom was in the dream and they simply said he was there to say his goodbyes. It all felt so real. It was nice visiting my grandpa. Haven’t seen him in so long. I miss him so much. Wish he was here to see how much I’ve grown. I love you Poppy. Rest in peace♥
MARCH 10. Day 69. Thursday. Guess what?! Today was a regular schedule day. It felt so longgggg -__-’ It took me a while to actually get up and get ready for school. I already knew what outfit I was wearing so it was all good. 1st period, 2nd period was long and boring. After 2nd went to the snack shack with Zach. Then went to the dance room to find out that we have first lunch. _ then asked me to go with them to the snack shack. I said I just went, then he make me come anyways. Yeaaah, the was pretty much walking with _ and then — was like the third wheel in a way. Or that’s how I felt, pretty much. You know how hard it is to NOT snack on anything?! Ugh, I am going through a withdrawal. I want to snack like all the time. I guess, this will help me lose weight -__-. Then came back to the dance room and taught Kelly the audition piece. Third period came along and we worked on Blacklight Rally in costume with the blacklight. _ was there again. Flirting, I guess? Idk. I laid down on the floor and he sat on top of me. He was doing the usually poking and whatnot. Then he grabbed my hand (hand in fist) and then I tried twisting like I’m fighting him, then he ended up grabbing my other fist and we did this little, I don’t even know, like I spun around and we ended up face to face. Then let go. I guess because I’m working with him is the reason for all of this, but idk. Made me smile a bit.. Haha. Whatevers. 4th period was okay. After school rehearsals. Did it in the aux gym with the drummers. Pretty coooool! Drumline is gonna be legit at Blacklight Rally tomorrow though. Later on cleaned rally a bit. Then Gerardo’s Itouch got stolen somehow or whatever and then Hobs had a breakdown. I felt really bad.. Bad way to end a rehearsal.. Then home and yeah. I should take a shower soon. Gooodnights♥
