june 18, 2010
Me and him were supposed to hang out at his house, BUT he had to cancel because he said his boss called him to work. Me being the overanalyzer I am, I got all butthurt and thought way too much. but the hints were all there. Ever since our date he was texting less and we didn’t talk on the phone at night cause he was tired from work. But you see, he had no problem calling me days before and he worked. -___- I really wanted to see him too, that butthead. Anyways, instead I went to my friend’s surprise birthday bonfire. Later that night I just texted him, “Goodnight sweet dreams babe.” because we weren’t really texting. He replies with “Why?” then my friends take away my phone and text him cause I was being all sad. They replied, “because I’m going to stop talking to you now” then he replies with “wtf, aight then.” Then that was it, the relationship was basically over. In my head at the time, it was just a argument. Thinking back, I wish I didn’t listen to my friends. They were putting a whole hell of a lot of words in my head. We didn’t talk all weekend. He got his phone taken away so…
June 21, 2010
Then it was a Monday. Had a dance workshop. So went over my friends house after. I decided to star 68 his number and he picked up. I hung up right away. I was pissed. He had his phone And he didn’t bother on calling or textng me? Goes to show how much he cared right? I fell asleep and when I woke up, I got a text from him saying, “I forgot to tell you but I got my phone back.” Me being me, I let it go and say “it’s fine, wsup?”. A few minutes later I got a text. More specifically a break up text. At that moment I just started going all bad. I was crying, blaming and somewhat mad at the fact he broke up with me first because I had a feeling I should’ve broken up with him right when he picked up that phone call, but no. I wanted to be with him still. Stupid me.. The text basically said Blahblahblah you deserve better. Things went too fast. We should stay friends. You’ll find a better guy than me. Complete bullshit, I know. 2nd boyfriend in high school that I shouldn’t count. One week curse applied to this one too! 5 days about. But you can say it ended on the third day. June 16, 2010 - June 21, 2010 What basically ruined my summer though with thoughts of him all the damn time. I reallyhate this guy..
